暧昧， 在这个年代的男女都喜欢那种感觉，为什么呢？是因为大家都不想负责任，喜欢暧昧带来的朦胧美，甜蜜和有恋爱的感觉，而没有牵涉到男女之间的责任与压力。 – 一月冰
When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don’t quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don’t give up though the pace seems slow
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out—
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell just how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit—
It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit.
Thank you, Jeffery Seow. 
Friday night: Came home after a movie, spent a few hours on revision, and another one and the half hours self-sittin in the past year paper. It was 2.30am by the time i finished the paper.
Saturday: Woke up and practised on piano pieces. And the left to class, 2 hours, and after that met a friend for dinner and went to his place cus he’s goin to help me to format my computer. Failed but still million thanks to my lao gong jamie, cus of the effort that he putted. *kiss*
Sunday: Woke up, went straight to the bath room and get ready. Went to Lowyat to get my dvd rom replaced and upgraded ram. after that went to starbucks and got my computer formatted (lao gong came to meet me for a while after his gym). Came home, ran in and out to get softwares and food. Cleaned my room, installin softwares, callin my brother’s gf to asked how to make partitions and stuff. and now. 12am. just got the major stuff done. pheeuww.
What a restless weekend! Argh! i forgot to shower Ash! Damn…..
My colleague found this on a magazine and snapped a picture and send me a mms and said: “Look alike la”.
When you want to love someone, and he is so far away, and you keep tellin yourself that it’s actually not that bad, good days will come soon.
Sometimes, you are just bein contradicted, when the loneliness weakens your mind, when you want to share happiness, or bitterness. When you need a shoulder to lean on, when you need a hug, when you need a nice dinner or a movie or a face-to-face talk, with him. Everythin is just so far away, because of, DISTANCE.
Even though he asked you to move on, start to go out with other people, as, he doesnt even know when is the next time he will be able to see me, as, he is not so well, and it might be a very long time to get well. Even though he asked me to build another relationship here, as, he doesnt want to waste my time, as, he doesnt know how will he be.
But, i dont want to give up, even though i feel like it at times, but still, i think i wont. I dont know what’s wrong or what’s right, or maybe there’s nothin to be wrong or right at all. I think i’ll wait, i dont want to feel regret someday, in the future.
I’ll just need to have faith, have hope.
i think you might be readin this. Just to wish you a good weekend ahead. *grins*
Have you ever felt just like wantin to screamin on top of your lung because of work load?
Yes?
Then,
.
.
SCREAM!!!
.
.
Haven’t blogged for quite a while. This post will be about Ash.
Ash, a cat that strayed into my front yard one fine day in June last year, he was terribly sick: terribly infected and bleedin skin, left eye blind, skinny, tiny, weak, filthy. such a poor little cat. I started to feed him and clean his skin every and he then becomin better and better, bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger. Brought him to vaccinate & deworm. And then to an animal eye specialist, the doctor called it a “pocket-eye”. which means the eye ball was born smaller, and that’s why the third eye lid is coverin the eye and causin a lot of slimy. No operation or medication to cure, it was born like that, but that doesnt affect his movin around.
I named him Ash is because of his hair colour, greyish and ash-ish. Well, maybe not too grey but i like the name of “Ash”.
He’s an indoor-outdoor cat. When i am out workin and he will be out, when i am home, and he will be home. So sometimes he fights with the neighbour cats and can see the white spots which the hair has gone off from the fights.
He’s clever and didn’t take me a lot of time or effort to teach him to poo in his loo(the cat litterin tray). it was just one-time work. i locked him inside of the house and after a while his mother nature was urgin him, he jumped into the tray and ever since then, that’s his loo, and i am the loo cleaner.
But somethin’s botherin me now, it’s about bringin him for neuter. It’s cruel, but i have to be wise. sigh..
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