Beauty

I realized, she is not young anymore.
I realized, she is old.
I realized, she is not as active as she was.
I realized, she walks slower.
I realized, she is 10 years old.
I realized, she ages 56 in human age.
I realized, she recognizes me well even i dont go home often.
I realized, she recognizes the sound of my foot steps even i put on or i lost weight.
I realized, she still likes to sleep next to me.
I realized, she still purrs when she sleeps next to me.
I realized, she is a very understandin cat.
I realized, whenever i feel sad, she sits next to me quietly.
I realized, she understand when we talk to her.
I realized, she loves human food more than her own food these days.
I realized, she still likes games once in a while.
I realized, she sleeps more than stayin awake.
I realized, she waits at the door when we go out.
I realized, she misses me.
I realized, she’s incisors are gone.
I realized, she has only canines.
I realized, she eats so much slower.
I realized, she eats so much lesser.
I realized, my heart aches so much.
i realized, i love her more than i thought i could.
I realized, i cant afford to lose her.
I realized, she is a soul partener, a soul mate.
I realized, how little time i spent with her after my highschool.
I realized, i miss her.